Words full of anger!

it didn’t hurt me you know. You not looking at me, didn’t hurt me. For as long as i can remember you haven’t been apart of my life. It makes no difference to me, I have no memory of you being the grandfather that you used to be. Yes i would probably be a much different person if you were the present in my teenage life, but im me, and im like this because of the people who aren’t gutless, who aren’t arseholes, who love me and who gives a shit about me and my family. I didn’t hurt me, i kind of expected it. I may be sad when you pass away, but for now i don’t really give a shit about you and your life.
admittedly it did hurt the first time, but not the second or the third and it won’t for the forth because that’s who you are, and who you have always been. you can’t stand others feelings apart from yours.
Sometime i think that if you weren’t with ‘dragon’ then you would be the person you should be. My grandfather.
it didn’t hurt && i don’t care.