My mind goes over and over and over.
I can't stop thinking, and need to stop.
It's just hurting me even more and i don't think i can deal with it.
But what if, everything im saying is just to keep my mind at ease.
What if, it wasn't true, what if i made it all up?
I'm so scared that he will move on quicker than i expect.
what will happen then? i guess i will have to deal with it.
I know i have to stop, i have to let go, but right now, i can't.
Not letting go is probably the thing that is going to make it worse.
i can't let go, not just yet, because truthfully, im in love with him.