& she fell for the one they told her not to.
she fell for him hard.
she swore he was everything that she would ever need.
she believed he was different to all the rest,
she listened to his lies, she took the pain.
they kept telling her he wasn’t the right one for her,
she kept ignoring them.
Never would she listen, never would he change.
she swore it was love, all it was was her mind lying to her.
Making her believe that they were wrong and she was right.
she never listened, she never noticed, she never believed them,
she should’ve listened, she should’ve noticed, she should’ve believed,
for now there isn’t a tomorrow, now there isn’t a chance to walk away,
for now she watches from above, wishing that she had listened,
wishing she had walked away, wishing that she saw what she thought was love wasn’t.
for now it was too late.

You sit there trying to figure out why you love that one person so much and then they do something that makes you smile or laugh & that’s when you know, you know that no matter how much you try and figure out how or why you love someone you’re never going to find the real answer, because it isn’t just one thing that makes you love them. it’s all the small things that you didn’t mattered…those things, those small things that make your heart pound in your chest and the butterflies in your stomach flutter they just let you know you love that person.

i just love you.

Lonely, yeah that’s the word
I leave my heart when I leave her
The days go on forever and the nights do too

One evening out on the road
A half a world away from home
I thought she was sleeping
When the call came through

I said, Darling, it’s late, is everything ok
Silence took over the room
Til she said

I… I just Love You
I Don’t Know Why, I Just Do
When are you coming home
I’m coming home soon
And I just love you too

Lonely lets me be
For a while she sets me free
I close my eyes and I dream of her

She’s lost in my arms
Her head on my heart
And softly she whispers the words

I…I just Love You
I Don’t Know Why, I Just Do
When are you coming home
I’m coming home soon
And I just love you too

I’ll never stop being amazed
How my 4-year old girl knows exactly what to say

I, I just Love You
I Don’t Know Why, I Just Do
When are you coming home
I’m coming home soon
Cause I just love you too
- Adam Lambert

so take another sip of the alcohol,
let it take all the pain away,
but remember that tomorrow is just another day.

truth is it’s never going to be the same again.

i guess no matter how much you try to tell yourself that everything is okay or that it’ll pass, you can never help feeling down about the simplest things that don’t even matter.

English…

We were writing a feature article to help us with Austen and Weldon and i went up to Mrs Smith to show her my intro.
(Mrs Smith Reading. Me just standing there)
Mrs Smith: Did you copy this from the notes or write it yourself??
(The whole class is silent)
Me: Um, i wrote it.
Mrs Smith: Well its very good.
(The whole class burst out laughing)
Oh how i miss this

You can’t bring back the past & you can’t fast forward to the future, you just have to survive the present.

remind me again why im that girl??
the one who is always here for others?
the one who is always the ears and the shoulder for others to cry on?
remind me why its worth it,
remind me why it makes me a better person,
remind me that im not always like this…
please just remind me that everything will pass.

You held it in your eyes, so the world could see.

You held it in your heart, away from me.

You took a day, you took a year,

I wanted for you to rescue me.

I’m scared that it’s all in my head…
it seems to perfect to be real.
oh please be real.

You wake up the next morning and think it was all a dream, because it seems all to perfect for reality.

and that wave of emotion has made you lose your mind, you never know whats happening anymore.